the day has dawn

 To the outside, the day has dawn. Cold weather is also terrible, but I feel very comfortable, because my body is sweating hard miles.

I do not know where to go to a good fuck. I do not want to go to a hotel to spend all the money phenanthrene and pyrene. So I went to Kelaixindui children went unfinished, from there take the subway to Grand Central Station. Two of my hand where there is membership, there are also plenty of benches in the waiting room bastard, I am going to sleep in the chair. I really did. For a moment I slept not so bad, because the waiting room Azeri much, I can put two feet on the chair. But I do not want to dwell on this. This is not a good thing. You do not try. I said is true, it will make you frustrated.

I only slept until nine scene, because then there are millions of people poured into the waiting room, I had to two feet down. A push to two feet on the floor, I never sleep well, so I sat up, my headache not good, but more powerful, and I just feel so frustrated in my entire life never before.

my heart and do not want to, but I can not help but think of the old Anduolini President, I wondering Anduolini see I did not sleep there too, if asked, will not Jiaan Dori Mr. Nepal, how would say. But the problem I was not too worried because I know Mr. Anduolini very smart man, what words he could make up to her stall. He could tell her what I had to go home. I'm not too worried about this issue. My heart really does not fit, do not know how I will wake up and find he gently patted my head. I mean, I suspect that perhaps I am wrong, and he is not out there with my same sex. I suspect he may have ringworm so a good, loving people asleep in the pat his head. I mean, how can this kind of items can you determine it? You can not tell. I even started wondering Should I take out my suitcase back to his house, as I promised him that, I mean I began to think even if he is engaged in the same sex, and he treated me very well, of course. I think I called him so late, he was not offended, also called I'll go, if I want to say. I thought he did not bother to give me advice, asking me to find out what size head; also tell you that I played James. Kessel, when he died he was alone dare to be near him. I was thinking all of this, grew more and more discouraged. I mean I began to think maybe I should go back to his home. Maybe he just casually patted my head. Anyway, I thought about it, the more discouraged heart, the spirit of the more frustrating. Worse, my eyes is killing me.

the lack of sleep, my eyes blazing, killing me. Besides, I also a bit cold, but I who have not even a handkerchief bastard. My suitcase does have a few, but I do not want to keep the box from the metal box in a solid material at the take out in public in a public place to open it.

bench next to me I do not know who is leaving the magazine, where I took a look, wanted to transfer ideas, at least temporarily, not to think like the other millions of Mr. Anduolini things. Another thing I read but I read the article bastard, hand, heart worse before. Article is all about hormones. It describes the normal if your body's hormones, how your face, eyes, how can I not that satisfactory end completely. I'd like the article described exactly the kind of people who hormonal disorders. So I began to take up my heart to hormones. Then I read another article, written by what they have does not have cancer prediction. If it says you have any mouth ulcers, and sometimes no better, it may be cancer symptoms. Inside of my lip just to have a feeding ulcers, for about two weeks. So I suspect that they have had cancer. This magazine'd a little stimulant. Outstanding child I do not read magazines, and went out to step outside while scattered. I probably try to figure out their dead within a month or two, because I had cancer. I really think so. I even sure I would die. This is certainly not too comfortable feeling.

Sky is the way to rain, but I was out for a walk.

mainly, I think I should eat some breakfast. My stomach is not hungry, but I think I should at least eat something. I mean at least something to eat vitamin thing. So I went walking east, where there are many cheap restaurants, because I do not want to spend a lot of money.

I am walking around, I saw two guys in a truck unloading a large Christmas tree. A guy could not help with another said: But to say terrible, I heard in the ear, went so far felt a little funny, so I could not help but laugh. This is I really should not do thousands of most bad thing, because I just smile, I felt myself to vomit. Is true.