Monday, May 30, 2011

One of the greatest pain is the mind does not belong ( Chai Jing )

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I just did a press time,
he means is not ripe, as the no.
I thought I were listening, watching an American of Chinese writing, before we know how much I've lost sense of reality.
he wrote, the situation, suddenly burst into tears, the girl is still unmoved. Finally, the mother gave in, yelling cried.
she walked away, the girl burst into tears too tempting ------ head buried in between your knees, sobbing. next hour, the mother and daughter standing on the street side, crying, and they are angry, do not speak to each other, do not look at each other one can not leave the mother or.
sister, and sister across the road to pass a message, br> Huileyiju sixteen-year-old girl money. stood there, looking at cars disappear, tears falling from his face.
another sister is also on the board, to send the father, no hugging, no sadness, his concern is the more important issue

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Hessler arrived in China in the 90 people who live in small cities, an American would like to see what happened in China, instead of quietly become the focus of attention, there will be more difficult. But look at this day he wrote the Chinese Ching Ming:
br> 'was not it'
'I think'
'nonsense, it is your father's brother'

Hessler writes, mention the relationship with someone, there is no relevant details, there is no specific memory. a little dirt. Another man took a cigarette, plug in the graves, cigarette straight erected, a few people to step back, look at this earth grave, argumentative two

Stood for a moment, Wei said, to the valley, the ground is the apricot petals, where loudspeakers broadcast is prohibited Shangfen annual notice of burning paper. A pedestrian from the job back to the ground to dry. The stained soil carrying shovels
Americans saw no Chinese, as I cooked.

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Hessler in the United States it was called Bide Hai Chrysler, he talked in the primary and secondary schools in China, so that children ask questions, the child asked, you? introduced on the U.S. religious cult what is, for the introduction of the school what happened and murder. His students to explain What is the worst and they are the best thing.



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China, he described the specific and subtle.

he wrote, a farmer surnamed Wei, a small village in the desolate more than 2003 business visitors, Old Wei converted from the farm business, the income of more than three million more than the previous year Fifty percent, but the family who are beginning to anxiety.
men had only occasional pumping Plum only smoke, but now a gathering night of drinking, asked him what was wrong. He said, leather jacket, left the village to put on when the county seat.
men joined the party after the entertainment has become multiplied, and after dinner, a woman called the man, the phone is someone else, she listened for a while, suddenly became impatient, ? that he did not come back at night back? asked him to call me
later the phone rang, she moved to another room then, 're back, drunk, down on the wall.
women also want to try self-development as a man, she gave her to the city to do the corn starch noodles sold, she went door to door selling, but she does not smoke, do not drink, there is no had to return to the lonely village.
later became her mantra But the human heart is nothing can not stand, so she believed in Buddhism, because she heard the city to tourists always talking about this, She put in place against the wall two tables, above the yellow silk shop, put the two statues, there are three oranges and five apples, three glasses of white wine. She felt a little quiet.
separated by a few meters away, is the bubble has just killed her husband, the wild boar cubs in the liquor forum.
man despise pray that his wife, he is the only village, three dozen law books read people. Bent on running for village party branch secretary, secretly get together, both sides are calm and collected, the secretary is a lesbian, invited him to dinner, unknown said, but everyone knows the meaning of But he did not intend to retire, find the things on the secretary of the land to the villagers dissatisfied, he's pretty big odds, the leadership of the town before elections held a meeting, did not say anything, but recognition of a moment in the Chairmen Ren, and let party position, it was his turn, his heart has been very clear, saying,
his experience in politics on this failure, in a fortune-teller had said earlier, to one thing after another,
Hessler wrote these, he said, , extreme internalized, many people are exploring their experiences of the past used to be applied to modern challenges, trouble, parents and children in different world, marriage is more complex ---- I rarely encounter with the real happy couple. to people in such a firm foundation for a changing world, is almost impossible. He is an American of ordinary people, in 1996, graduated from Oxford University, travels by train, after Beijing, originally intended for a week, decided to stay because the people here,
27-year-old came to him as a volunteer small city in Sichuan, more mountainous Central, where I like running or hiking. views. sometimes you lack that knowledge is not a bad thing, China is changing so fast, if I really learned what the 1980s things about China, in 1996 it also outdated - China has become another country, the. br>
2001, he applied for a license in China, roaming, rent a car along the Great Wall, Beijing Cherokee traveling production, foreign car can not leave Beijing, but he has learned a minor violation, If the car crashed, the car rental people will come up with a
he could not in the car with a GPS, as a fear of being dry in the western foreigners mapping deeds, he is sometimes in a small hotel accommodation will be reported to the police station, so he lived on the dirt road at night, the tent was suddenly lit up at midnight brightly lit, he suddenly sat up, thought it was approaching the lights, opened the curtain, I realized that was the full moon rose on the horizon, he was in the moonlight,

the Great Wall was in a remote small village living off rental in Weijiade, the wall is twins, the vast majority of Chinese people, is the only legitimate way to have two children, in fact, even this is not as true on the twins, only one copy of a, anti was put together. warehouse to the roof of the secret hidden He knew that
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write this village was not his intention, but from the personal life too high, at first only a trickle, then overflow into the river, turning circle, he could not help but to observe it.
Old Wei's child is a lean and in the countryside, endless energy, like the slapstick with him, called him Children to school, the school did not snack, do not eat too full, but a home, are people who travel to bring the city of instant noodles and potato chips, eating junk food every day job finished watching TV, but my mother does not think what the people in rural areas, hope that he can eat more fruit, but the mother said not to eat fruit in winter She looked at his son, very satisfied

Hessler writes, eager to escape poverty, but also to adapt to change and strive to maintain this respect. However, if this process too quickly, is a price to pay. , but not from Hessler writes,
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his book is called What is, become a have real decision-making power, which is very important to me. Editing sometimes asked him to interview a certain hot issues, he said, his people would let China News smiled, then

he does not evade his participation in the life. In Sancha, children had blood disease to blood transfusions. Hessler considered unsafe blood, but he did not fight over the last where the doctor. Dispute, he wrote, help, tis not breathe. things, a shoeshine man bully he is a foreigner, they kicked up, almost to a fight.
proofread his American friends said, capture the sad thing.
Hessler not see with the eyes of foreigners in China, he is the person's eyes to see people, but also to see themselves.

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Hessler is often asked, China's job is not to change China, or change the idea of ​​the Chinese people. I care about is how they think today, changed their relationship with the world around,
He rarely judges them, but except for one detail.
-year-old Weijia often cold, his father's reaction was to get rid of the name. Fourteen of the word Ka plan, no luck. Computer analysis of the five elements of water ----- Hessler said, Computers to the program is
complete name change, the children are always silent, adults say hello a few times, he answered What is wrong, he did not give reasons, nor ask another to choose. As always not the same place, he did not get angry mother shouted at him, his reaction is just a a strange attitude of a combination of these, can not, and also revealed a little power. His father could not understand where
these children, the computer has given his commitment to the great good fortune, that rich, etc., but in the end, all were all

few weeks later, his father gave up, made no mention of the name.
finish this story, Hessler was a little bit to express the feelings of the words
confrontation with what this does, just to be their children, he seems to have some respect and affection.

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while back, my dad called me and said the family decided to sell the old house demolished. This is a hundred years of the Qing Dynasty house where I was born, grow up to eight years old, a man on the feeling of familiarity and stability come from there. My dad asked me, Put down the phone, I think, be it for all the things I can not interfere, I'll only bring heart, be it. When is the history, watch the better. I already changed into another person, and I do not need these. Do not emotional, it's that, then.
in Hessler book, wrote the family, Wei Jia's uncle is a mentally retarded deaf mute, the villagers called him a fool, did not care for him, He Wei tried to talk to him every time, have been the villagers stopped He did not know. Only children under 6 years of age to play with him, when he was very happy to play. One day, He Wei Wei Jia's father drove the family to go to the town government, to the door, open the door, he pulled the car fool He can only stay here until they are willing to pay so far. Fool no emotion.

Wei with his brother across the yard through a large golden ball sculpture, into the gate.
late afternoon when the leaders return the car to the mountains, away from the village there are a few kilometers away stopped, never fool a person so far away from home before, but he relies on instinct to find a way home. Sancha Village
Hessler back when the idiot saw him afar off, grinning laugh, pointing to the car, than the gesture, sat in his car down about things.
But how could not find a way to apologize, much excitement was there idiot gestures gestures. Later, there will be a grant
, and then later returned to the disabled, made a color TV, Wei Jia's father gave the TV a Idiot sitting at a dark room. After the child is 6 years old
, grow as the barrel chest of his father, but also learned to like other people for fools ignore.
I have learned to ignore, that in order to avoid the pain, Hessler was cooked as I write non-Chinese, and indifference ---- under real pain is one of the greatest soul do not belong , whether you know not aware of it, admit it or not.

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